being sick

i feel like writing about being sick because i have recently been. i don't like to feel less than my best ever so it irritates me to feel i have to depend on others when i am ill. when i was a little girl living with my grandparents, i would get sick every year after my shots. my grandma would keep me on bed or couch rest and stuff me full of medicine and chicken noodle soup. i always felt like i was sick forever. when i got older, i moved back in with my parents. and my mom had a different method of taking care of me when i was sick. she would get me all the comfy blankets she could find and make me a "nest" to cozy in. then she would MAKE my father take her out to pick up a can of 7up and a cheeseburger from mcdonalds. and every time, no matter what type of sick, sniffles to barf, i would feel better the next day. although a downfall to this "remedy" is that when ever i have a 7up, i start to feel queasy....

first memory

my first few memories are a lot like clips from movies when i recall them. only the clips have inner dialogue that help me understand things i have been through. my very first memory is from around the age of two. i remember thinking my diaper was uncomfortable. i look around the room. there is a really big brown bottle that i pick up. and that's it. another memory from around the same time i have is my micro machines on the floor. i remember looking at them and thinking daddy said no touch, but they're mine, mommy said. and those are the first two memories i have. both i was still in diapers, which i was potty trained by three.

hello hello

i have decided that a topic i really enjoy is... well, it's me! i love myself and everything in my life. and i thought, if i feel like writing, what better to write about. so here i am typing away. a little about myself; i am 25 years old. i am happily married and have two wonderful little girls. i am a gemini. i like that i have to wear glasses and that my hair is always doing it's own thing. i haven't always been as happy or full of pride, like i am now. and i feel it's about time people find out what my life has been like, and how i managed not to go down the wrong path. (well, down it fully) so... yeah i will start where i feel and stop when i feel. and that's what it is. more to come, when time permits...